Epiphanies

1. The deck isn't nearly as enjoyable without Brian on it with me.

2. I like me away from work. I don't like the me I become at work or during the week.

3. I could, quite easily, hide away here at home for days. As long as Brian came home every night. Or better yet, never had to leave in the first place.

4. I also could, quite easily, jump in the truck with Brian and just drive. As long as the dogs were taken care of.

5. I'm a complex, contradictory, passionate, confident and insecure being...the trick is making that all work harmoniously. Yeah, right.